slip sleep slip

it's very bad, the way i morph from baby to normal to baby again. really a baby.. i really have quite lousy ______. can't believe how i let myself wallow in ______... so unhealthy. it's not helping me that's for sure. i dont want a third time!

anyway, it's amazing that its 3.51 am and i'm still in the kind of non sleepy state that i seem to be in for quite a few days already.. is that what stress does to you? i slept ard 330 am last night too and woke up 3.5 hours later... went to school my classmate said didnt look like i slept so late/little.. cos i'm just in that constant state... i never knew i could last on so little sleep yet be not tired physically it appears... there's something wrong with my brain man.

on another note, some people have been sweet and conforting. thank you :)

there's nothing, yet there's something, maybe everything wrong

dont ask me, i dont know what to say... ask God to tell you then you can tell me and.. we'll see how from there. haha.

last night :
i'm supposed to be working on a project now, but obviously i'm not. heh.

now:
it doesnt matter that i didnt work on it my friends also dont appear to have and there's a 5 hour break from 11 to 4 for us to work... lol.

a reality of life is that sometimes one can't go to the toilet as much as one desires, meaning cant drink as much water as i otherwise would. alone in the library now, so each time i go to the toilet i'll have to pack everything and bring with me... or at least, my laptop. how inconvenient is that can... heheh.

guess what's this... answer revealed at the end. ;)

late night trip to the airport to see 2 lovely ladies off.

answer: Pris' boots which she finally gets to wear cos of winter time in yunnan... so if u want to be able to 名正言顺-ly wear boots, go yunnan in dec. LOL