life is at its peak now. or rather, this season i'm current;y in is so good, save one point... am not getting enough sleep. lol. otherwise, everything's good, more or less la haha, a very satisfying sch term is ending, hols are starting, my US trip is approaching, i'm in contact with friends again, am drawing closer to God once more and 're-discovering' my faith for the third time lol, and enjoying a fruitful relationship with my dearest mr bear.

material things wise, i cannot deny how priviledged and blessed i am because my parents and mr bear provide for ALL my needs and erm, unfortunately, most of my wants. unfortunately cos, yes, i really do have a lot of wants.. getting apalled at myself, how come my list of wants never seems to decrease??!

was with ivy-vi just now and it was just so good catching up after ALL THESE YEARS. filling each other up with the brief/essential details of our lives ever since 1999 till now. thats like, erm, almost a decade can! i thank God for this friendship, i thank God that everything i 'invested' into our friendship then has finally born some fruits in the sense that i cant believe u initiated today's meet up :) heh sorry la, i can be that lil bit jaded abt friendships. it was a god solid 5 hours spent tgt. am looking forward to visiting you in ntu and seeing just how bad the lab system is.. and we will study together ok! heheh. thank you for your patience as i erm shopped for that yellow blue thing. muahaha. i'm REALLY looking forward to seeing more of you in future, ok? p/s: i can see now why u dont like dawn yang... lol. interesting the stuff there is to read abt her.

i should be sleeping i know. having slept ard 3+ 4 hours last night, what with last minute mugging and seeing mr bear off.. but i have no idea why i'm not feeling sleepy now. HMMM.

ONE more paper to go. just that ONE MORE.... :D