sian-ness setting in

a blip in the general good mood.

at an internet cafe, and zhiguo is next to me. he's lanning. LOL. those rpg games which sporean also play.. n last night i actually went to sing ktv with him, guobao and some of their friends. it's like.. man, such ordinary things which i never would have imagined me doing with them previously.. it goes to show that young adults everywhere are generally similar.

i cant believe i am blogging from overseas. partly cos i am somewhat bored. its quite late, almost 10pm, n i think i'm not suppose to walk back to the hotel alone after dark. so i smsed josh, waiting for him to reply me. somebody next to me smoking - i HATE cigarette smoke. EeeYucks. i wonder how much pollution i've inhaled these couple of days. anyway, he's happily engaged in his game, n just told me to leave first if i'm tired so.. dun think he'll offer to walk me back today. lol. see how things change. (the appeal of lanning.. haha) ok la, nevertheless he's still been sweet in other ways. like carrying my backpack for me.. was quite surprised when he took it from me n carried it the rest of the day.

i must have been delusional to imagine that i might get more sleep here. the massive accumulated sleep debt is only mounting instead of decreasing. its making me feel sian at the though of sch starting, plus how i am NOT IN THE SAME CLASS AS JOJO AND CARISSA!!! wanna cry already... so upsetting... why oh why... sigh...

the tiredness sets in at night when josh and i usually need to discuss stuff n i become quite non-responsive and maybe even subtly grouchy at him. oops. thank God he's quite the gentleman.. haha. he has been helping to lug my luggage ard, lol. he carried so many bags pple thought i was pulling him.. heh. he looked like he was trying to be superman or something. ahahaha.

the trip's almost over... a part of me wishes i could stay for a month :( cant assess facebook here (i wonder why) so here i am blogging. wanted to tag jojo's tagboard but it's down~! wanted to whine abt God seperating us... i am devastated... and wonder how Evie is, much much better i hope. n i owe sherlene $$$. and and and and lots of other things.

time is flying by, but i'm not ready for it to move on yet....