Musings

It's weird how I dun blog when I have the laptop and it's so much easier to type but choose to blog using hp instead. Nothing better to do while travelling?

Sat yesterday was linda like bliss, and sun today is reality setting in. back to school tmr, and no more back up time to do undone work.

Battles within myself, or rather in my mind.. Lord I ask for grace to emerge victorious over default negative defeatist insecure mindsets.

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Irritated...

Hais okay what a negative heading. But it's quite irritating when you wanna but something and they tell you come back in 8 mins, then when you come back in 15 mins it's still not ready, and they say 15 more mins.. Wun be able to reach bb's house by 12 at this rate (wanted to reach by eleven... Sigh). All because I had the idea of buying bubble tea over.. And the stall is open but the pearls are not ready... Maybe if I had known must wait so long I'd have gone home already... Dun even know if they in the mood or feel like having bubble tea. Guess I'm just irritated with myself la mostly.

This morn, I reluctantly dragged myself awake and took more than 3 hours to complete one simple piece of work. Which all my friends have probably done by this time. This CANNOT continue... It's quite crazy to take such a long time just for one simple piece of work. At this rate..
I'll end up ' killing' myself by the end of the semester!

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Love hate relationship with buses

I get to sit but its a sort long ride... Which is good if I am exhausted to the point of sleeping.. But if want to do work or even play with hp (like now) stomach will feel queasy.

Feels like I keep wasting time... Then next week all the datelines will stay looming at one short and I'll be all stressed out again :X I know I shouldn't be thinking like that but.. I seem to have a default mentality that I do work very slowly. Wish I could be like jojo who's so organised independent and on to of all the work. How come I manage myself/my time so lousily? Sigh. I dun want to be like this, so help me Lord..
Am thankful though. Got back the essays that I was so tortured over, and which I did at an incredibly slow and agonizing rate, producing 1 paragraph in like 2-3 hours.. Madness.. But yes considering how stressed I was then and my wonky frame of mind, am just very grateful for the grades I got. Thank you Father... :) please help me to not dwell in negative defeatist thoughts

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Money money money....

just bought netbook... After months and months of thinking how nice it would be to have one, I finally went and got one. A samsung one. Haha,a lot of affinity with samsung this month eh, what with first the new samsung hp and now this. Hoping it'll will really be as useful and convenient as I am assuming it will be so that it's really worth the money spent. Actually been wanting to get a leave-at-home external hard disk drive too to double back up certain things, cos I realise all my photos take up a lot of space in the current fujitsu lappy and the existing portable hard disk drive. Saw a 1.5TB buffalo one just now at funan, $159. Was seriously considering getting it, but that would make two expensive purchases in one day so.. Guess I'll kiv it...

Saw one of my fave kids and his mum and sis today, happy! Haven't seen him in so long.. They were going to makan place for breakfast haha. Special exception I'm guessing as it's his first day back to school after a long break. Asked him what he's going to eat and he replied "Milo and bread!" And he obliged my request for a kiss too ;) man, really miss him and all the other kids too...

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Experimenting with the new hp :D

Woohoo! Now I can blog from my hp.. Quite cool :) haven't blogged in quite a while though there were times I felt like blogging... Guess the laziness in me is too great. Now into the second week of school after the one week break.awesome break man... Had just the right balance of social activities and nua-ing alone at home, catching up on sleep etc. only blooper was that baobao was in indonesia. Ok bye for now cos stomach is starting to feel queasy from playing with hp on the bus, ahahaha

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