Love hate relationship with buses

I get to sit but its a sort long ride... Which is good if I am exhausted to the point of sleeping.. But if want to do work or even play with hp (like now) stomach will feel queasy.

Feels like I keep wasting time... Then next week all the datelines will stay looming at one short and I'll be all stressed out again :X I know I shouldn't be thinking like that but.. I seem to have a default mentality that I do work very slowly. Wish I could be like jojo who's so organised independent and on to of all the work. How come I manage myself/my time so lousily? Sigh. I dun want to be like this, so help me Lord..
Am thankful though. Got back the essays that I was so tortured over, and which I did at an incredibly slow and agonizing rate, producing 1 paragraph in like 2-3 hours.. Madness.. But yes considering how stressed I was then and my wonky frame of mind, am just very grateful for the grades I got. Thank you Father... :) please help me to not dwell in negative defeatist thoughts

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