Sunday, January 25, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
so CNY can serve as the alternative. somehow, fri and sat felt like the most relaxed days i had in a long time, not that there was nothing to do, but because the pressing urge to meet some dateline wasnt so immediate. next 2 datelines on fri. like a week away. but of cos, cannot just slack off otherwise a certain meticulous hunter will slaughter the... slackers.
haha! this year's been a learning process, a journey of more discoveries. more realizations and more acceptances.
in the new year, it'll be striving for some changes! some things worth making the effort for, some things to let go. and so many prayers to make... so many people to pray for, so many tings to pray about. therefore, that means i will need gallons of discipline to achieve all that
Praying without believeing = sinning! so have faith that God can and will heal.
had some family time :) it's been a long while boy!
"A pure heart... that's what i long for... a heart that follws hard after thee..."
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Do others know theirs?
Do we know how others perceive us, the things they feel but don't say?
Everyone needs a little reflection time.
Jesus is the only judge who sees all.
If I've done something against anyone, i answer to him on Judgement Day.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
THREE more due next week, tues, thurs, and friday. plus 1 presentation on tues. woah haha... well done right.
Jinfay: thanks for the encouragement and the photoshopping help! :) you cleared up some pressing questions that i had, and it was nice to visit your home for the first time :)
TWO things i don't like..
1. the weight i put on from the lack of time to exercise (no dance, tennis, gymming... :( ) and the concurrent indulgence in comfort eating to help deal with the overload of assignments
2. the eye bags + dark circles accumulated from the weeks of sleep deprivation.. the only bags i have in abundance are the ones i dont want => eye bags! GAH
ahahha
That aside, I wanna thank God for a lot of things. More in the next post :)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
he sends the most scandalous sounding smses too. when i have the time i'll type some out here. ahahhaa.
anyway as i was saying, this Ivan fellow is actually a doctor. in the geriatrics (elderly pple) in CGH. i asked him abt that scar yest, he said the lump there is prob cos got scar tissue underneath.. and that it's prob permanent. AHHHHHHHHH
hahaha. ok nvm.
i am also sad that i cant go turkey. ok actually not really sad sad la.. but it IS a pity that finally my uncle is bringing his family to Turkey and he wanted to bring me but i can't.. cos my baobao will be back and cos of RWinds.. i have been bugging him to bring me on a holiday for a while liaos.. now that it has materialised, i've gotta give it a miss, so, ya quite a pity. then now, apparently cos he bought air tic for my bro, my bro will be going too... makes me wish even more that i can go.. cos i havent been on a hol with my bro in very long.. i miss all those times when my bro brought me on trips.. and what's more it's to such an exciting place this time leh, turkey. TURKEY. woah... ah wells. it would have been so much fun getting to go with my cousins and my bro and my uncle.. ok basically, my uncle's family and my bro...
alright, that's that, WS says he'll buy me turkey when he comes back to compensate me. ahahah. Subway turkey sandwich. lol. foot long! 6 inches for me, 6 inches for him :)
shu en is back! it was GREAT spontaneosly staying over at her place on mon night last week... :) bought a $3 hot pink t shirt to wear to school the next day ahaha. got my bday present from her at long last, and got my xmas present in advance. lol. which reminds me, i gotta start on my Xmas cards! this year's Xmas is gonna be totally different from last year's... :)
BUT
school sucked my blood and deprived me of my beauty sleep.
guess i just have to settle for updating on how i've been and upload nice pics of recent times! :)
For one, i have been getting a heavy dose of DOROTHY STEPHANIE NG aka DOT DOT
partly cos i requested to do all group projects with her, so she's definitely in all my project groups. and somehow for little projects like today's poster design in class, apparently lots were drawn and we STILL ended up tgt, lol. good thing though, i dun think anyone else can stand how opinionated and domineering i am at times...
brings to mind how upset and hurt i was last sem when a clique member said that of me in an email. went ard asking friends whether they concurred, and what being domineering meant to them. got a variety of answers i think. the one that stood out the most was how all of us are domineering at times when it comes to things that matter to us? i guess, the gist is, we all have our domineering sides..
anyway, the point is, i concur. felt so bad while doing the poster in class with dotdot, cos i kept veto-ing everything she suggested initially. was in a state of disarray cos our original planned design was heavily criticized by teacher and we had to literally come up with a whole new design on the spot. kept feeling like, how how how!?!?!! dunno how to arrange things so it'll look nice.. but i'm gad to say that, at the end of the day, we came through fine :) our poster was pretty nice, and it was cos of dot's suggestions! i think i was having mind block la, just couldnt visualize how to put the various parts of the poster tgt so it would be nice. so anyway, dotdot also has me to thank! cos if i hadnt veto-ed her initial ideas, she wouldnt have thought of the idea that we finally used :) so, we make a good team. lol.
thanks for everything, dotdot :) pics of us :)
at least the poster session ended on a pleasant note. then again, i need that grade to pull up what i prophesy will be a not-high grade for my case study which is 5% more.. cos i merrily crapped out 4 pages only to realise later that 1 of the grading criteria was "ability to be concise etc etc." so, merry christmas to me.. there goes my marks flying away from me.. who ask me to be so last minute.. but then.. its cos of the continuous onslaught of work.. i really am dying la. ok choy. i will survive.
credits to jojo for helping us take the photo with teacher elizabeth! :)