Saturday, July 21, 2007

late night talk

in the midst of re-watching "my date with a vampire 2"... it's so addictive.. although i've watched it 2 times b4, i just still want to keep on watching. its really my fae series man :) and the songs are all so nice but sad...

its 1 am, i should stop as i planned to and go do qt then sleep! allowed myself to watch just now cos was having my supper. heh. rotiprata and bread with the prata curry! yum :) bought it on my way home just now, after watching SMU's Eurthymic Urban Pulse dance concert at vistoria theatre, then hanging around with jc classmates. and how cool la, we bumped into ZIWEI and MELVYN!!!! haha. i shrieked when i saw ziwei. what good timing too, i caught her just b4 she's to leave to go back to melbourne tmr afternoon! :) and quite nice catching up with melvyn too. shall wait for him to organise gathering when SM n ye rong are back... althought lionel has gone back to canberra. ah wells!

oh and. bumped into KUAN YEE on the mrt home! hahaha. had a short short chat then i alighted alr.

i should get started on my projects soon b4 i'm scrambling for time again...

Our Princess Annie is finally back from Perth!!! :P hehe.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

and i thought i had nothing to write

nothing much to say it feels, except that i got C+ for my very first project in Ngee Ann, for the module Play and Motor Skills Development for Children. and then my parents went for some parents teachers forum and met some of my teachers.

and my teacher told me my parents are very concerned(worried?) about me. and she went, "so should they be? " well of course not man. i know how to manage my time. i think. but really, school this first term is SUPER SLACK. i'm not kidding.

anyway, actually the past few days have been quite happening.

we learnt how to use dreamweaver in IT prac class on friday! after which i went for dance class, was very early so went shopping. spent S$25. on 5 items. heh. slept very late ie almost 3 am, very naughty of me, cos i was watching i have a date with a vampire 2. will not do this again, not in school term. i need my sleep!

saturday, had mission trip meeting in church. went for dance, then had tuition. then... family buffet dinner!!! oh man, good stuff ok. korkor you should have been here... with you around i'm sure we'll make the meal more worth our while :P we went to paramount (at marine parade) which is a restaurant opened by tung lok grp so similar concept to noble house. menu slightly diff, think uncle tim they all prefer noble house cos of the prawns. at paramount they restricted the amount of prawns we could order. oh quite cool cos got 4 of the 7 Loh siblings present.. yao bang was there too, he flew off back to perth that night after dinner though. OH! and apparently he likes to sing k too! so when he's back again at of the year we should all have another Loh family ktv outing at the ten dollar club... :)

which reminds me, kbox now has your favourite 如果的事 :)

i enjoyed dinner with the realtives a lot! and ate till super full too! had a good time interacting with the cousins and snapping photos of grandma... this time we told her first that it was an ala carte buffet. LOL. photographic "evidence" up another time!

sunday, went to church, then CET (christian education and training) which ended early, went macs found goldfish, and decided to go sim lim with her! :)shopped for her router with her, then shopped ard bugis. darn jialing is broke. heh. met my dear boyboy for dinner and went to fish and co for our makan. expensive! but it'll orib be the only time this year tha't i'll go there with him so... let fish n co earn a bit of our $$$$ la. nice fishy ambience it was :) ~winks~

then he brought me on my "spree"! i ask you, where can you find a boyboy like mine who still wants to bring me to shop when i already shop so much on my own?!?! i tell you, this boy is a real gem :) the way he indulges me is.. amazing. but i dont just love him for only all these k. heh heh :)

monday. met m darling CLARE!!! oh gosh it's been ages since i saw her or spoke to her man. we had brunch at food republic (me lunch, her breakfast). then had to rush off for school alr, wasnt late ok!!! hahaha. entertaining lesson in which we watched snow white. slack lesson la. after lesson went for dance at 5.30, then went to goldfish's house where zhiyang already was in his valaint attempt to fix the router for her. finally got to meet fish's family! her mephew is quite adorable actually. though i can see how he might be a real terror at times. wells all kids have their angelic side and not so angelic side, just like us adults anyway :P

yesterday! tuesday! supposed to be quite packed in the evening with tuition n meeting ws, in the end tuition changed to tonight, yesterday just spent it with ws in jurong east! we watched harry potter. haha. ok la. i prefer reading the book. :P

today... 2 lectures, 11-1, 2-5, the 2nd one always ends early ard 4 plus but thats good i have no complains ;) going for dance from 5.30-7.30. the tuition. will make tuition a short one cos quite late n wanna reach home asap to call my zhiguo in china!!! his "O" level results out today.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

k-boxing on sun night!

it's eleven plus and we hurriedly get a photo taken before rushig for last train home!

emoting



just look at how into the song my classmate gets as he emotes... heheheh
met my boyboy at jurong point for dinner on friday, and we bumped into Mr Christopher Tan, his j2 chem teacher! hahaha.

my shirt is from xiangyun!!!

my twin, my fave fish, me, and pris! hanging out at macs after prayer meeting where jason gave a testimony about our M trip .... pris was very funny when i was talking to zhiyang on the phone! oh yes, and she and her hot fudge sundae haha

we love crystal jade's plain porridge!

this is my darling fifididilooloo who was missing in action for 9 months as she 风流快活 in uk! hahah ok kidding my dear, no offence :) glad you had such a great overseas exchange experience! see i knew u would enjoy yourself.. rmmr how apprehensive u felt before u left? :) ~hugs~

girls in black


this is my favourite fish and we are in one of my favourite places... standing in front of one of my favourite things... =)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

its 9 pm. my project is due at 2 pm tmr. i have a 11-1 am lesson tmr before the project dateline. AND.

i still have my interpretation of the observational record to do.
plus the intro, conclusion, and recommendations to enhance physical development to do.
not forgetting, need to edit the analysis of individual finding and similarities and differences.

that basically leaves me with pretty much THE WHOLE PROJECT to do.

well done jialing!

i never fail to amaze myself with my last minute-ness. sigh.

tonight... dont need to sleep liao. unless a miracle happens cos of all the prayers( from fishes and all) and i am actually productive and efficient!

i wish...

Monday, July 9, 2007

i really need God's peace now man. first thing waking up in the morning already felt very unsettled, some funny feeling in me, like a bit disturbed liddat. maybe cos think of the project then sian... plus realise not much time left so really got to buck up! and also. had a queer dream. actually not v queer la.. just that.. the setting was kinda strange.

i was apparently at some resort or hotel or something, room mate was my cousin, and it was gonna be check out time soon and i was just packing my stuff. and there was a lot of stuff, weird little random items here and then to be packed. and halfway thru as i packed the next occupants of the room arrived and stood at the door watching me pack as they waited. and i was just trying to pack everything properly cos got so mnay things all over the place.

something liddat la. anyway it left me feeling unsettled.

plus cos feeling very tired.. dont wanna wake up. really just wanna continue sleeping. had to force myself out of bed and turned on the lights. and had the brainwave of calling my boyboy. after talking to him, felt better, and at least more awake too. so yups. heh.

just had a big breakfast of VEG, bee hoon, a bowl of expensive stuff, and now eating fruits and drinking pu erh cha, then still got my soya bean in the fridge! my mum was just emphasizing again how i must drink at least 2 cups of soya milk a day. for my required calcium intake ma... (fishy stop laughing! u need calcium too lor. :D )

today's fast is from 8 - 4.. jiayou fish! jiayou doorbell! we can overcome that hunger man. actually yest quite cool, intended 7 hour fast stretched to 12 hour fast, goldfish n i were RAVENOUS when we finally ate dinner. we basically ATTACKED our 菜饭. and she the small stomach girl actually finished her food before me lor! ME leh. and her leh. woah. she must have been starving. (haha ok yes i know she was actually. we were both starving in jason's house. heh. where our wondeful host had not enough water to satisfy me. hahaha)

AND. wah.. they were looking at golden concubine's yunnan photos on facebook.. i wanted to see the photos too.. but was trying to do that silly project.. wonder when i'll have time to go and figure out that facebook n upload photos there. hur hur.

i really like the lyrics of You Alone...

because He is the peace that guards my heart
and also my help in time of need
plus the hope that leads me on and brings me to my knees
and before Him, i find release.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

hahaha. was gonna type that the sheep and the fish are talking, but then their conversation just ended. just as well, cos i have limited free outgoing! hurhur.

can u figure out who those 2 animals are? muahaha! :D

ok am sitting in macs at aljunied. sitting by myself cos need to charge my lappy. and fish is like 2.5 m away at a big table supposedly studying (cos i was disturbing her then i went over and we were talking and haha whatever hopefully whatever she's studying is getting in!). today is sunday. sermon today was good! the message was really preached boldly. i salute Rev Chng man! :) and it was also a mesage that reinforced what i've been feeling recently. about our thought life. cos ever since i saw the verse in chinese "应当一无挂虑,只要凡事借着祷告,祈求和感谢,将你们所要的告诉神。神所赐出人意外的平安,在基督耶稣里保守你们的心怀意念。" my heart's prayer has been that God help me guard my thoughts and my mind. firstly how cos from the past 2 years, its very clear that there are times when i'm really super vulnerable and just get defeated by all the unhealthy thoughts. i really dont want to go through that kind of period again. so yups. and secondly... haha that's for me to know and for you to guess. :P

but anyway. it was a really good message. and haha, when Rev Chng spoke about the verse "whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable --- if anyting is excellent or praiseworthy --- think about such things." jingyu and i just gave each other that -look- :) haha. ok actually we're always giving each other that look. :P i aim to memorise that verse in english and chinese! Yeah!

i realise... that i've been coming to aljunied macs everyday for the past 3 days! this is the fourth consecutive day man. see what i mean, it's really becoming a second home.

my brother is deciding btw poland, switzerland and france for his exchange. haha. i havent seen the info of the diff unis so cant give him any advice. but no matter where he chooses to go, i'll still benefit! muahaha. cos this thought just occured to me a while ago. that i can go visit him when he's on exchnage! thats prob like one of the only good things of the weird poly school term.. cos when i'm on holiday he's in school, and vice versa. so this time when he's overseas on exchange, it'll be my holiday and i can go visit him! HURRAY!!! :D

on fri when my dad kindly picked me up from macs, he was talking to me in the car. haha. that i'm seldom at home, so hard to have time to talk to me, except when we're in the car haha like when he picks me up etc. oops. it's really quite true... ah wells.. on usual weekdays i'll be home maybe 9 plus on average cos most of the time i'll try to go for dance ma. must utilise my dance package u see. n if i dont go dance its prob cos meeting pple or something else. so in any case i still reach home late. so heh. and weekend.. hmm. sometimes meet pple, church, spend time with ws. so. yups. oh but yest i was at home most of the time. did talk a lil with my mum. oh, this morning also got chat with her! over breakfast. i only rmmr us talking abt ws. haha. my mum says u must come over more often so that she can talk to u! she says u very quiet hahahha :)

a friend of mine going thru a very difficult period now.. she's feeling very guilty and ashamed of herself. pray for her ok? not able to give more details tho. paiseh.

hungry... must pray must pray! :) oh! have i mentioned that i bought the chinese version of purpose driven life? how cool.. i like to read a chinese book once in a while, and what can be better than reading a chinese christian book? :) actually i wanted to buy 2 books lor. but my boyboy restrained me saying i shld buy 1 first, finish that, then buy the other 1. not as if the book will run away. and instead if i buy 2 i may end up not reading both. heh. so me being the good girl, only bought 1! :)

oh oh, mama fang brought her tuition kid to chruch.. a 22 year old korean kid... i really should get to know him! he can teach me korean. muahaha.

ok ok, i ought to get down to work.. my child development project!

Friday, July 6, 2007












i want to talk to zhi guo... hais...

its sat morning 10.21 am, i ought to have gotten started on my project cos by right i should finish it and email it to my project grp mates in a few hours time so that they can do the comparison part and then email back to me to do the recommendations part... BUT. i cant even bring myself to get started. slacking is so nice. and dont know why, just feel like there hasnt been enough time to slack for some reason or another. to really just bum in my room. but isnt that sloth? oops. heh.

been rushing all over the place this past few days. which i actually really dont mind, i'm also utilising my 4 mrt trips everyday! hur hur hur. my dear has gone on a weekend sailing trip, so u all wont see him in service on sunday :( hence met him for a quick dinner at jurong point last night. b4 mrt-ing down to aljunied, which is ma-cham my 2nd home now feels like i keep going there.met the fish! :) then got a distressing call... talked to ling, the lady who employed me in feb to teach chinese in childcare centres once a week 1.5 hours. only worked for her like a few times tho. but she's a very nice lady, very kind nature and trusting personality. and now... she's facing immense guilt and shame. hais.

i bought a chinese book! the chinese version of purpose driven life. the one i bought was printed in taiwan. hehe. the next time i go china i'll buy it there for my kids. saw that there's a china edition too, its like 25 yuan, but Life bkshop is selling it for $16.90!!! AHHH!!! ex leh.

i cant stand it when pple (ok i mean 1 specific person) always either takes forever to reply sms or doesnt reply. grrrrr.

i've been snacking a lot this past week... so sad... i must develop discipline and resistance to over-indulging in food. i MUST. heh.

still dont feel like starting on my project... sheesh...

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

can u hear my stomach growling...

i'm HUNGRY!

and i'm sitting in the canteen now some more.

well at least, the worst of the hunger pangs is over. just now during child development lecture it was... really horrible ah, being both food deprived AND sleep deprived. but lecture was super slack. its officially a 3 hr lect but which always ends half an hour early. today, it ended like 50 minutes early! well done man.

anyway, i have 6 tutukueh in front of me. 3 coconut n 3 peanut. n i can only eat them at 8 pm! s0o for now i'm just smelling them. maybe some ttk atoms r going into my body and nourishing it anyway. heh.

ok, i need to study for IT test and do my project!!!

oh but, meeting fifififi for dinner tmr. for plain porridge at crystal jade kitchen in PS. cos i love their plain porridge which is most value for money too, it seems to me. of cos i also like their roast duck. but thats for another time. jialing is broke this month. the $200 my mum gave me seems to have almost totally evaporated into i dont know where... well if i fast the whole month... i wont need the $$$ anyway! haha kidding.

AND. this is the stressful part. august has too many pples birthdays la!!! why are so many of you born in august?! grr. and thats when i'll have my exams too. hmm that means i have to start early! and thats not my forte. i'm good at procrastinating man, so so good. like i'm good at shopping too. which reminds me... i MUST make myself keep track of expenditure next time i'm overseas.. at least then i'll know exactly how much i spent on shopping and so how guilty to feel. hurhur.

my boyboy's not feeling well! want to sayang him.

wailing's bday yest! had a great time celebrating with her. tho most of the time i felt quite 手忙脚乱。thank God for joshua who gentlemanly carried my "combat equipment" for me to tanjong rhu and then to dinner and even ran to buy wrapping paper for waiwai... :)

ok. lets see if i can get to meet the fish b4 dance! woohooo!!! :P

Monday, July 2, 2007

today's 2nd july! it's CHIO WEIWEI's 21st birthday muahaha... happy appy birthday you poot! :) i hope u get the stuff i sent you on time... love ya babe :)

tmr's 3rd july! waiwai's bday dinner at night with all of us hehe.

today's monday. and. i arrived 13 min late for my functional english lesson at 1 pm. but my teacher said it was more than 15 mins late so i'll be marked absent plus she was giving the class some open book test and unless i come on another day to join another class, i'll be marked absent n given 0 for the test. heh. so i';ll be going on thurs. but it effectively meant thta i went to sch for nothing. haha. then again. because of that i could sort out photos for printing n tada! i have printed 163 photos from my china trip so far! still have lots more to print. to much alr la, i got to be more selective abt which ones i'll print out :P

today is also the first of 3 days of exams for my beloved xiangbi kids... (sheesh they're actually like 4-5 years younger than me n here i am calling them kids) am keeing them in prayer.. really hope they're ok and not stressing themselves out.. esp my dear boy zhiguo...

and. today's the start of 40 days of fasting. was so hungry ard 2 plus today!!! heh.

okay thats all for now. hope we all enjoy dinner tmr! i'm sure we will... and most impt hope our dear waiwai enjoys herself n likes her bday present! hehe :)

the void left by death.

feels like i havent blogged in a while, i wonder why... perhaps cos there have been things happening but i havent been penning them down so... somehow just not in the mood. not really in the mood now also actually, but am blogging to let out some thoughts...

my studiowu dance teacher is dead. his name is Ishi Lau, and he was one cool talented guy and dancer.. i always enjoyed his lessons n thought he was a pretty nice friendly funny guy. plus i find that guys who can dance have a certain charisma that i admire. okay, actually i just admire dancers la.

today is monday. i learnt the news on fri afternoon, while waiting for IT prac lesson to begin. my classmate melise, who has attended studiowu dance lessons b4 n who thus also knows ishi, got a call from her friend who was crying and who said that ishi died. was in disbelief, cos really, it sounded v fantastic. and after all, i had just seen ishi two days ago on wed for new school hip hop. only after melise's friend said that she had confirmed it with studiowu that i called studiowu and yes... ishi is indeed... gone...

i cant believe i'll never see him again. never be taught by him again.

i wish i had dared to talk to him before, or even to take photo with him. but i didnt cos i didnt want to seem as just another fan or something. after all he's a very popular guy with some fame to his name from his superband days... he was part of SOUL. now i'll never get a chance to talk to him again. and. he wsnt a christian...
http://u.mediacorptv.com/story.aspx?Editorial_ID=576&SubCategoryID=19

from time to time i'll think of him... the first few days i'll imagine him in the car, and i'll wonder how he felt then.. i guess from his blog i had gathered that he's a pessismistic guy and all, but i just never expected him to commit suicide. cos really, to me and many others, he's a talented young man with his whole future ahead of him.

and i still clearly remember him saying at the end of that lesson on wed, that he'll continue to teach this song for the next few weeks and too bad for those who dont like lyrical hip hop... i cant believe he went to kill himself a few hours after that...

so. that's that. in a way, i have many questions i wanna ask ishi. guess i can only wait till in future when i can ask God about him.